Battle's over (a long-ago update from war)

Battle's over I guess, headed back to base long ago, with nothing but battle wounds which will never heal. Must be thinking, heart of a warrior eh ?

I can live with losing the good fight but not withoug fighting it. Mean time, this year's almost towards an end, gotta start bucking up like mad for the final exam eh ? Think about it, it's all we have to do this year innit' ?

Quote "Study, just sit and study, thats all you have to do, just one more year to proove yourself in school" Un-quote my mom XD Thanks mom, If you're reading this in OZ ya ? It's all taken to heart !

Sheesh, looks like there ain't nothing much to write cause nothing special happened I guess, maybe my outlook on life has been slightly "dim" lately ? Colours are plain, no sense of sight, taste, smell, nothing, zilch, zero. I can't help it, its been like that after the battle lately, but something tells me to just, keep it real. Bite on a piece of wood and wait the suppresive fire out.

The battle might have been over, but the war has just begun.... [ Salutations to all those who died on Iwo Jima in the event to capture Mt. Surabachi, God Bless. ]

SIgning off
Aris..

AWOL from battle ; some stuff to attend to...

Well, the outcome from the battlefield is yet to be known, in the current situation the tide where the battle flows is still hard to predict, the "army" has sent me on AWOL for a few days from then i still can continue "battling" from time to time.

I think I have finally managed to set up a team for me and my friends, well we do magic...
Me and about 4 others are currently studying magic as in street magic, stage, up-close during this time of leave (duh after exams !!!) because apparently some people saw my tricks and are interested in hiring me provided I have a team assembled to provide some magical entertainment for their events.

I too am trying to sum up a proposal for that Marco's Pizza as a magical entertainer for the holidays, I mean do something instead of lazing around playing video games during the school holidays ya ?

TEAM is the name, The Extreme Average Magicians XD
We do extreme tricks and were still average, but we could do real good if you want us to, ha ha XD

Plus, when I practice magic, it does take my mind off things for awhile, but this is different.
It still does take things off my mind but not being AWOL, it troubles me to be AWOL (Puay Chai primary school magic demo coming next week...or was it week after ? but any way real soon..) even if I still can see the battle going on....

Doing street magic does add lots of magic to my life, but I had to pay a price.. I had to give up the sense of "wonderness" everytime I see a trick because I already know the secret behind it, although seeing the reactions from people, the joy I get is only about lets say... 50% ? Yup, I warned my partners about it but I'm still happy they decided to join me at least I wont be the only one lolz.. XD

Well I'll be heading back to the battlefield back soon, hopefully by then the tide spells something good for me...
Untill then..

Signing Off
Lt. Aris OSS Frontline Divisionart Infantry Tatics Currently On AWOL..

Aris..

A feeling of hearfelt discontent grows....

As the title says, there are times in life you don't really get things going your way...

Well all I have to say is that in life, nothing goes one's way, it will never go your way, it only seems like it but it doesn't..

Over the past month I've been thinking about a person, who actually lights up my life in many many ways, she seems to have the right things to say and is always full of joy and to think about asking her out, one would think that, hey, it would go my way,

OK fine that has nothing to do with it, the thing is that you may feel that if you ask her out it might work as you would wish but there are obstacles in the way which as the title says; a feeling of heartfelt discontent grows within me....

The obstacles involve a certain triangle...no, not the bermuda triangle, its a love triangle....

In this war the outcome cannot be determined, although it doesnt seem like a war but really it actually is..

Being a good soldier I will fight the good fight or step down gracefully upon command....

Thats all I have to say for now...

Signing off on the call of duty to win a maiden's heart...
Lt. Aris OSS Frontline divisionary infantry tatics...

Aris.

FREEDOM !!!

"And twas that day, the Irish stood by the green hillside....and with their might they yelled"

"FREEDOM !!"

Sorry for not posting that often, the exams started to take a toll on me, the studying, pouring over books....sheesh all in the name of education, well I wouldn't wanna blow my future ya?

Finally we have some freedom.....some.....yes only some.......the thing is, its not about the results were gonna get back [ I think there should be some positive improovement for me since mid-term] but the fact that....form 4 is going to be over really soon, just blink an eye and *POOF* its christmas....

Sure, i'm definately won't be the only one thinking about that fact, it's gonna hit us like a train and we'll never know what happened, before we know it we'll be fretting over our SPM trials.
To think about it, form 4 wasn't exactly a honeymoon year but it had it's up's and down's, I guess this year was to let us fool around just a little bit, but all the same incorporate more discipline and gear us for our future. Although I didn't do too well during mid-term, but I know that I can make it next year....not can...but WILL make it. We had our share of fun, now its time to pass it on. To those going into a whole new year (hey its already October !!) we wish you all the best, to all my friends, we have the ultimate battle in our last year....of teenage life, you might say that 18 or 19, your still considered a teenager but if you look at it this way, we have left every aspect of immaturity behind (at least some of us) we have started to think out of the box, we know there is more to life than anything we could imagine..... to the old, we will never forget you, to the new, welcome.

Well, it's not everyday you get a 16 year old writing something like this, but we all reach a point in our life where we start to really really think about whats going to come, you never know even though God has already set it out for you, you have to live up and work to that promise He has given you, it's a matter if you want to reach out and grab it from God, he's already handing it out.

I just hope that this write up will open some eyes XD ha ha ha ha, I never expected to write something like this, something..... this deep [lolz]

Well keep smiling ya'll and I might be able to write more often (for now though XD)

Signing Off,
Aris.

Second Post Ever

You only reach your second post once in a lifetime right ?
I mean can u actually count your third post as your second ? Ha ha lolz

Well lets see, just finished 2 papers today (yes....exam season is still on !! about 17 and 1/2 hours left)

I CANT BELIEVE that i actually managed to do my biology paper 3 !! I was shocked !!
Well I suppose I can say that studying does pay of (yes...yes....I learn't my lesson... say NO TO STUDYING PROCRASTINATION !!)
Even if i didn't study stuff that came out for the paper, I guess that all the confidence gave me the ability to answer it (correctly too !!) and I cant forget....the good Lord helped me all the way, seriously, praying before the exam does work, It DOES WORK !!! Go try it!!

And then there was that stupid paper, the stupidest most useless paper ever created. The paper is so stupid and really really pointless that I actually get the feeling that it wasn't even invented by God. It was never supposed to exist !

"Ladies and Gentlemen, I would like to present the most useless education paper award ever too.....gosh the envelope is hard to open....ok here it is.....*ahem* yes you guessed it !! "

CONGRATULAIONS TO, PENDIDIKAN MORAL !!!!

I mean think about it...this is the problem with Malaysian schools, you have one useless subject included in the exam for what ? To add stress ?

OK, morality should be taught at home, not in school. Plus if you wanted to teach it in school wouldn't a subject like that be based on the students opinions ? Most in fact ALL opinionated questions here all come from the books and papers. I mean, how can my opinion be in the book or paper ? What are you, some kinda psychic ?

We have to memorise moral values and keywords. When these are not written we dont get anymarks....yes no marks....opinion related questions....no marks.

Its absolutely positively outgrageously disgustingly absurd to have such a marking scheme !!
We have enough things to memorise as it is (pure science stream) and they include such a subject in our studies. 99% of the people in my school who dont do well in this subject are all morally right and safe !! Thats what Sunday school is for right ? Religious guidance ?

Man we could have 9 subjects instead of 10 if it weren't for moral. Ha Ha XD

Well, thats if for now,
hope to post more soon.

Signing off,
Aris.

My First Post XD

well i'd never in my life, think, i was ever gonna blog but well, the idea seemed cheesy at first... but i finally gave in! ha ha what do ya think about that ?

Even in writing on a blog for the first time, you do get kind of a nice feeling, it seems rather... catchy ? i dont know its kinda hard to explain

well today was infact no normal day as we had exams, end term, form 4, at least it was only english. Oh my God the stress education puts you through but its for your own good, im glad i know that cause i dont wanna end up like in the dumps, my moms been stressing on the fact that in 2007 it will be my final year to proove to everyone that i can, hey i did but with the kind of extended family i have ? Boy you gotta watch your grades when your still studying.

Still got about 20 days and according to my friend 21 and 1/2 hours left of examinations to do, just how i can pull through, wouldnt wanna end up a ronin eh ?

well thats all for now, hope to blog sometime soon...


hows that for a slice of fried gold XD ha ha well, i guess thats it then XD my first post. Untill next time ya'll.

Signing Off
Aris